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ye, terlalu gembira, Alhamdulillah!

terlalu bersyukur dengan nikmat ini...

serius dah tak reti cemana nak update blog sbb dah berzaman tak update..

hhihi!!

tapi yang pasti i tgh happy gilllerrr!!

jadi mari berdansa!

and and and

at the same time,

ingin menangis juga...

whatt whatt whattt???

tigapuluhtujuh hari saja lagi?????

dont leave me alone!!!!

and now i hate u future BIL!

:)

welcome ramadhan!

Alhamdulillah, InsyaAllah in few hours kita akan menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan.

Semoga setiap dari kita dapat memanfaatkan bulan yang mulia ini, InsyaAllah.

Dengan kesempatan ini juga, saya ingin meminta ampun dan maaf kalau ada tersalah kata yang menyinggung hati sesiapa.


Selamat Berpuasa! :)

seriously??? no, i mean seriously???

dengan taik mata still melekat lagi kat mata, non stop yawning....

i searched for my broadband - switched on the power - key in my password - plug in the broadband and my active key - connected - read my favourite blogs while waiting my outlook updating all my emails - waited patiently and prayed hard for non urgent emails and as expected, it's Monday and it's still Sunday in US so of course nothing urgent..... but but but...

normally i won't read that type of email on the day itself especially when i'm so tied up with other emails but today i feel like reading it and OMG, what a shocking news!!!

it's a very common title "Organizational Announcement" ..

i thought it's the common annoucement about people leaving and somebody got hired bla bla bla but this is wayyyy beyond my expectation and it's all over the news and in the intermet of course. i'm sure most people talked about it rather than the products my company offered. hahah!!

all i can say, now i know how serious is the SOBC. not that i neglected it all this while but when "he" used to be in the highest position in the company has (forced) resigned because of something that i can't reveal here so, someone like me pon boleh simply kena buang. like my sister said, "even if u have worked hard for the company but because of the silly tiny bitsy shit people will tend to forget all the great things u've done for the company"....

hmmmmmmm...

i've never met him personally so, i am in no position to judge him. a lot of rumours in the internet which i do not know whether its true as there were so many versions. afterall they are just rumours rite?

oklah, i nak kena start buat kerja dah and seriously boleh buat filem ni...

hahahahha!!!

wonder who should be the main actor and actresses?

one more month baby....another month...

today, i am eleven months old...

next month i'll turn one year old!!

my family members love me so so much but i know my Mak D loves me more than anything else in this world!

by default, every month my Mak D will celebrate my bday..

that's one of the million reasons why i love her so dearly...

this month, she brought me here...

can u see my happy smile???

i am a happy little girl..

surrounded by love and love and love from all these people especially my Mak D!!!

me with my wan ibu...

thinking which cake to choose for my bday this month....


can't wait for my ONE year bday celebrationssss...
do u notice the multiple S??
yes...that's rite!!

this song is for u Mak D...

satu satu lica sayang mak D...
dua dua lica sayang mak D...
tiga tiga juga sayang mak D...
satu dua tiga lica sayang mak D!!!

note from mak D:
I love u too sweetheart!!

note to mak su G and mummy:
sila jelous!!heh!

mayday!!mayday!!

seriously, 3months left??? OMG!! sempat ke??sempat ke??
i have nothing and nothing to wear for "the wedding"...
i have not done my homework yet on what's the best design really suits my badan yg comel ini tp how i wish i boleh pakai something like this....
berangan and keep on berangan....
ni yg i google 5mins lepas so bila i ke google, terus je carik his designs..
bestnya if dapat pakai his baju on "the wedding" day. heh! kalah pulak "the bride"!

so, ni yg i cilok from his FB. actually these were last year Lebaran's collections..yg this year i rasa sure confirm lagi va va voomm voooommmm vooommm!

been thinking to wear dress in one of the events..

tp i ni short and comel je orangnye..so ok ke if i pakai dress begini??

just ada beading kat sleeves and the neck..

simple and nice...

if begini pakai during the reception...sgt sesuai rasanya...

senang nak berlari ke sana and kemari...

again, i ni pendek orangnya..bolehkah??

ahhhhhhh!!!mau dress begini juga tapi long sleeves...

sgt suka ini dress....will i look more gorgeous than the bride???

ehemm ehem....

if pakai begini on the "nikah day"??

simple but simply gorgeous bukan??

yg penting boleh berlari ke sana ke mari....

ini juga another option for the nikah/reception...

juga cantek but i won't opt for the songket material..

pasti overshadow the bride nanti..hahahah!!

ermmmm...nope...x suka sgt tp masih boleh dipertimbangkan...

actualy cantek juga kan kan??

love the colour combination!!
love the design too!!!
begini juga pasti i nampak cantik nanti...
with my killer heels...confirm i nampak cantek!!

or perhaps something like this???
confirm kena bunuh dgn the bride if i dtg mlm tu dgn dress yg begini...
wahhahah!!!!




or or or....
i pakai je ape yg ada dlm my wardrobe sbb buat apa pon i nak pakai cantek2 sbb
org nak tgk "the couple" je kan??
and cemana nak dukung my little princess in that baju rite??
heh!

with love for u my dear...

wow! lama gila tak update! cliche excuse - been occupied with work. what else huh! :)
rasa macam chipsmore pulak, "now u see, now u don't". heh!

after few nights bersengkang mata tak tidur berperang dengan closing, at last yesterday i managed to curik2 to do something which i can call as my new hobby (yeker??seriously???). went to giant to get the stuff and tadaaaa!

i made this!!
yup! the kek batik that i wanted so much. this was the 2nd time i tried.
yg 1st time tu try2 with my sister and rasanya sgt sedap!
but this time i tersalah bekas, by rite kena carik smaller one but masa tu sgtlah kelam kabut segala. yelah perempuan ni bukannya pandai masak. so bila tiba2 di dapur sorang2 memang macam orang gila. heh!

but still, i puji jugak diri sendiri sbb rasanya tetap sedap juga walaupun my mom kata if setakat buat kek batik tu, apalah sangat..hahahah!!

and that special kek batik i made specially for my darling.
on the July 6th, it was her 10months birthday and it is a must every month to get her a cake and having the cake cutting ceremony.
and everytime we asked her to cut the cake, she lovesss it!!!

she's so adorable rite!
she's been practicing and i'm sure by the time she reach 1 year, mmg confirm sudah sgt pandai potong bday cake sendiri!
yippiee!!

too bad my mom tak ada, or else boleh sama2 potong cake.
what a nice coincidence, this month both wan and her darling cucu celebrated bday on the same day!
cute eh!
:)

one of my favourites back then...

baru saja melawat blog yat maria yang sgt super menyelerakan itu and i menari2 bila i nampak the photo below.

*yat panggil batik marie tp since skolah lg org ajar i namanya adalah kek batik, so melekat sampai sekarang*

i sgt sukakan choc cake. lagi moist and more chocolate lg i suka. in other words, lg fattening lg i like!! tapi this kek batik is actually my no 1 favourite!!xde kek lain yg boleh lawan tahap keunikan and kesedapannya. pada tekak i lah ye.heh!

i kenal dengan this kek since secondary school- F1 to be exact. the 1st time i tgk my seniors jual this kek batik from dorm to dorm i sangat2 jakun waktu tu. being me yg mmg sgt takut nak try2 benda baru ni, so i rasa secubit je yg my dormate beli. tp bila terkena kat lidah i, terus i menjerit2 panggil senior yg jual tu and borong habis-habisan.
ye!i blame kek batik yg sgt super yummy tu sebab i gemok gedempol masa secondary dulu apart from the nasi kawah..hahahh!!!

if x silap i satu ketul tu dulu2 dijual dgn harga 50sen ke 80sen. x ingat pulak tp yg i ingat i selalu borong pastu kedekut nak share dgn org lain sebab i boleh habiskan within a second yg i borong itu. begitulah hebatnya penangan kek batik ni masa i kat skolah dulu.

so, for 5 yrs kat sana mmg everytime ade je seniors/juniors jual kek batik mmg i lah org yg paling setia memborongnya. i'm so in love with you, kek batik. and one of the reasons i sayang skolah i. hebat ye u kek batik, sebab u pon i boleh jadi rindu kat skolah i.

to yat, terima kasih buat i tetiba teringat kek batik yg i wallap zaman i muda remaja dulu and now i'm craving for it.

should i believe it or not?

rasanya dulu2 satu hari dah dapat segalanya but it's different now...

it's been 10 days but no call from the installer yet.

i wonder why this happen....
is it because a lot of people in shah alam moving to new houses?
is it because nowadays each house needs more than 2 sets?
or or or
is it because of this below???

hmmm..probably ya...

again i called her yesterday and asked her the same question
"can i know what is the status of my application?"

and this time i got a different answer
"we are very sorry mam but you have to wait for more than 10 days because we have about 4000 applicants and we are running out of manpower"

wahhh!!!astro is a must have now right. and 4000 applicants?? fuiyyooo!!biar benar.

i guess there's nothing i can do at the moment except be patient and wait for the call.
but being me, i can't live without astro. i can't!
rasa macam otak ni mcm tak jln je bila x dpt tgk all my favourite channels.

so encik astro sila call sy secepat mungkin sbb sy dah sgt tension ni.

yeay!i can feast my eyes here.....

i'm not sure if it's already open but the last time i checked on it, it was still in progress.

i think it's going to be the largest store because it looks huge from the outside..

and the best thing is it's sgt dekat dgn my house.

if before this, paling dekat is the one at sunway pyramid or mutiara damansara but now, if ptg2 or mlm2 nak pegi pon no hal.

my BIL kata, normally they will have some sort like opening sale.

yeay!since i'm still looking for a cheap but super gorgeous dining set, probably i can get one from here.

if everyone else loves harvey norman, me on the other hand sgt suka lorenzo. heh!

yup, me always the pelik one. for me, lorenzo is not as expensive as harvey norman but the designs not bad juga. harvey norman is wayyyyy too expensive for me..hihihi!!

anyway, if tak beli pon, boleh jamu mata pon jadilah!

back in shah alam yoooo!!

yes!back in shah alam and i'm loving it!yuuhhuuuu!!

yesterday, near the usj exit tiba2 ada accident, luckily nothing serious meaning x ada kematian or serious injuries. tapi bila tgk the conditions of both cars, mcm ngeri juga. yeah, being the malaysian yg prihatin i asked my cousin to snap photos of the accident. heh! jangan tiru perangai i if u are alone ok! my cousin kata she saw there was a lady tgh menangis by the roadside. probably she was still in shocked and i believed her car was the myvi. i can't imagine if i were in her shoes. mmg confirm trauma for months!

as we reached shah alam, my sister dah tunggu at her house to jalan2 cari makan di pasar malam seksyen 6!

dah lama betol i tak pergi pasar malam and bila berjalan2 di sana semalam, mmg macam semua benda nak. and yang paling i suka and menjerit2 kesukaan was when i found my favourite putri ayu! the best yang i pernah jumpa di shah alam ni. tapi yg super best is still from UKM cafe. dgn wanginya, dengan lembutnya, dgn simply sedapnya. hmmmm...mmmg sangat heaven!

even masa tgh jalan2 tu i boleh habiskan 3 ketul. sungguh buruk lantak ye. heh!

*she seems like she didn't enjoy the pasar malam and tangan hampir patah ye bila dukung dia lama2 begini*

gambar2 food tak sempat nak snap sbb semua macam kebulur bila sampai rumah and mengadap segala jenis makanan. heh!

my darling as the ladybird

just random photos of my darling in her ladybird suit.
so comel!
:)

next week, the school holidays will come to its end and i'll be staying in shah alam.
i'll be apart from my darling and will only be able to meet her during the weekend.
:(

already 9 months and dah boleh berdiri.
pantang nampak org pakai tudung, sure ingat orang nak bawak dia pergi jalan.

orang selalu kata, she's my daughter and i don't mind at all
as i love her so much!
:)

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands

everybody was busy helping me and i know "thank you" is never enough.
so, i thought why not chilis eh! :) since i've been craving for it for months plus it's very near from our place, lagilah melonjak2 i nak belanja the whole family there.
i just loved Empire Gallery, mainly because my favourite dining place is there!

*dia pulak yang excited lebih!*

*we had our lunch here*

*me, perempuan muka bulat with my sister and cousins*

*si dia sangat suka berjalan2*

*wanita bermuka bulat with her darling*

*my sister with her family*


*my dearest parents*

*si dia with her mummy*


semua orang kenyang and loved the food we ordered. that's the most important.
everything was delicious!
ok, i'm biased as i just loved everything about chilis.

pasti akan ke sini lagi. :)

at last, it was paid off.....

we had a small kenduri for the new house.we invited about 40 adik2 comel Tahfiz to perform Maghrib prayers and baca Yassin.
it was a small gathering but rasa seronok sangat.
InsyaAllah, ada rezeki lain lagi nanti boleh buat macam ni lagi. :)

*this is where the kids stay*


*catering saja sbb pinggang i dah almost patah masa ni*

*juga catering saja*


the food was delicious. my sister prepared her ever famous chocolate cake and within a second dah licin segala. the kids loved it.

i can't remember at what time all of us went to bed that nite but i just loved having chit chat with the whole family.

having my grandparents and my aunty from pahang just doubled my happiness.

now, my house is our official port for our family to gather.

i am so lucky!

Alhamdulillah, everything went well.
semuanya dah selamat.
now, i'm extremely tired but terlalu happy.
i took leave for almost a week.
but everything paid off. heh!
of course my parents are the ones that i should thank to but without this couple,
i won't be able own my dream house.

*my darling sister and her hubby, my BIL*


special thanks to my BIL because he has done so much for me.
i am just lucky. Alhamdulillah!

hope it works on me!

lately ni i asyik non stop je makan. memang tak dapat nak tolak any type of food yang orang offer. hmmm..very very bad and very very serious ya. my goal now is to have a supermodel figure by nov. must have ok! so, need to work hard lah i guess. really extra hard as my current figure seperti tak tau nak describe macam mana dah.

so, i have about 6 mths to achieve that goal and my sister who is currently seperti sekeping papan figurenya claimed that her so called diet works on her. i'm thinking to apply the same type of diet and pretty sure it will work on me too. hahah!! at this point of time, i'll do anything to get the supermodel figure by nov.

so, what's her secret?

she has banned fast food for months. so, a big no no to fast food ya...

can i ?

she didn't consume rice during lunch. and for dinner, makan nasi sedikit sahaja.

me? hidup tanpa nasi? bolehkah?

as next 2 weeks there'll be only me and my sister je at my new house, so i guess it will be the best time for me to start on this so called diet. sbb now ni susah kan, tinggal dengan mak, sentiasa aje ada masakan mak yg sgt rugi if tidak dimakan..hehehhe!!

*all images are from google*

beautiful lines on my cheeks

luckily i don't have to attend the weddingssss with my parents this coming weekend as mak has already got plans for me to settle most stuff with some people for my house. lucky lucky! u know i hate attending those weddings of my parents' friends as i'll be asked the ever famous question. hahah!!but lucky lucky me, my ayah is the one who would answer that. love u!

and if my parents wanted me to go with them i'll still have valid reason for not going - their darling cucu had scratched my face today and it was really bad! mummy, if you're reading this - this time is the worst! i'm sure you know how deep is my love for that budak kecik but it's like her hobby to scratch my face. her favourite part is my cheeks. now dah ada this long line scratch yg i sendiri tgk pon macam nak nangis. and the weird part, i je yang dia suka geram2 sampai habis muka i digenggam and di scratch sampai i terpaksa jerit mintak tlg. what have i done till i got those souvenirs from my darling allysha. try to be +ve, i think i'm always the chosen one because she loves me more than her mummy. heh!

so it looks like i akan berkurung di rumah saja until the mark faded away....