i MUST have it! NO! i NEED it!

everytime i kerja malam, my darling makteh memang by default akan sediakan a mug of coffee for her darling niece ni supaya i dapat bertahan sampai ke pagi. i loveeeee coffee but i always refrain myself from having it daily. konon2 tak baik untuk kesihatan kononnya ye..

*pic googled saja sebab mcm mengada je nak tunjuk gambar coffee air tangan sendiri*

tapi last nite, my Makteh slept early so that's means no coffee for me. u knowlah after 3 consecutive nites stayed up until the next morning so a mug of coffee is a must have! nak tak nak, i pergi kitchen, masak air and there was i termenung cemana ye nak buat coffee ni. there!!i dah memalukan diri i.hihih!! maybe terlebih manja and mengada sampai buat air sendiri pun tak reti. but clap clap clap last nite finally for the 1st time ever i dah berjaya made my own mug of coffee. i suka yg a bit bitter and not too sweet and of course it must be superhot or else i takkan minum. and my coffee last nite ada all the criteria. yippie me! i was so proud of myself. and bila i naik atas, my Makteh terjaga pulak and she tasted my coffee and wooowwweee she said "sedap, pandai pun buat air"...hahahh!!! again clap clap clap! bila dah desperate semua pon pandai..

ye, mak2 mertua di luar sana bersyukur lah anda kerana saya bukan menantu anda ye!

i'm waiting for you.....JULY!

it's normal, everytime closing je sure hati i berdetik "nak carik kerja, nak carik kerja lain, nak kerja normal hours pls" sebab i am extremely exhausted! if u work from 8am and u balik 10pm, i am still fine with that because i've experienced that before but if kerja from from 8pm until 10am, kepala otak memang confirmed dah tak betul..just like me!hihi!!akibatnya bila bekerja "special" hours macam ni....

tertidur depan laptop sambil termimpi my business partners sent email requests for reports. horror kan?

mata memang confirmed bertambah tambah pandanya and i think mine is worse than this

i hate this the most, pimples berlumba2 nak meninggalkan trademark "i was here" mereka di atas muka i ni

yup, benda yang paling menakutkan - berat badan naik dengan jayanya sampai kan baju kebaya yang i pakai masa attend wedding last weekend, almost terkoyak!OMG!

all these while, i tak kisah pun, because every month during closing i'll face the same recurring issues but but but this coming saturday, i have to attend my friend's wedding. dengan mata yang bengkak hitam, pimples berterabur, dah tak tau nak pakai baju apa sebab semuanya macam terlalu seksi (kan dah gemuk, so baju yang dulu longgar now dah ketat!), so i am officially stress!! hopefully jangan tertidur during the event sudah!hihihi!!

i need a break!

July cepat datang jumpa i ye!

that's how we met......

alkisah seorang budak perempuan comel berusia 10thn sedang tekun mendengar apa yang diajar oleh gurunya, sehinggalah tiba tiba dia terasa seperti ada "benda" sejuk sedang merayap di kakinya. mulanya dia ingatkan angin sejuk tetapi apabila dia meraba kainnya, rupa rupanya memang betul ada "benda" hidup yang bergerak. mukanya telah bertukar menjadi pucat lesi dan hampir pengsan. dengan selamba dia telah berlari keluar dari kelas dengan muka yang pucat dan mahu menangis dan terus memecut ke tandas. sebaik sahaja tiba di tandas, dengan pantas dia menanggalkan kain sekolahnya lalu menjerit dan menggigil pada masa yang sama kerana seekor cicak yang terlalu besar saiznya telah selamat keluar dari kain itu. akibat terlalu kuat dia memegang kainnya, maka ekor cicak itu telah terputus tapi cicak itu dengan pantas melarikan diri. sejak hari itu, si budak perempuan comel itu telah menjadi terlalu fobia dengan encik cicak.

kenapa tiba tiba i cerita pasal ni ye? sebab ada seekor cicak besar nak mampos sedang bertapa kat dalam my bathroom. oh ye, yang cerita kat atas tu, pasal i sebenarnya dan si budak perempuan comel itu i lah orangnya. hihihi! so can u imagine bila i nampak makhluk tu kat ceiling my bathroom?? lari macam orang gila!

decorative water features or waterfall?

dulu i ada suggested kat mak nak ada decorative water feature kat rumah tapi mak mmg x nak and x agree. idea terus ditolak bulat2. mak kata if nak, nanti dah ada rumah sendiri buatlah ye. so, i dah terbayang dah nak ada benda ni kat rumah i nanti tp benda ni last skali yang i akan buat as now most budget goes to the essential ones dulu. at 1st i nak ada small pond yang ada ikan sebab masa pergi rumah my sister's fiance i rasa cantik sgt ikan2 tu tapi my sister kata if diri itu tak berjiwa penyayang terhadap haiwan might as well tak payah sbb nanti takde bond and ikan akan mati. yeker? tapi ini adalah impian sahaja sebab laman yang i ada tu seciput saja besarnya. hhihih!! ye, impian i memang besar. i nak yang something simple and senang nak maintain. nanti allysha rasa fun lah duduk rumah mak ngah dia sbb ada water feature. actually i tak tau benda ni dipanggil apa. so i bantai je panggil deco water features.

yang mana satu idaman kalbu i, ermmm...still searching rasanya..
till then, happy monday! :D

i love my boss but......

boss yang baik dan memahami tu penting kan? errmmm...i think that's the main and only reason i'm still doing this job. i always adore people yang boleh stay in a company for 20 or sometimes 30yrs!OMG! i nak tahan for 3 yrs pon tak boleh. maybe i haven't find the right company for me kot. eceh! macam lah bagus sangat i ni.

last year i got an offer from my previous company to rejoin them but after talking to my dear manager, he revealed my performance appraisal and i terus ternganga because i'd never expected to get that good..i mean really really good rating. at that time he shouldn't do that because it's still too early but sbb nak pujuk i, pecah rahsia terus. then again this year i got another offer. i was really excited because finally i'll have a chance to do something new. again, i told my manager i got an offer and i wanted to accept it but he really pujuk me and he made an offer as well which again i can't resist. aiyookkk!! i rasa dia ada pakai ilmu kot. hahahah!!!
since i joined this company alot of things happened actually. i mean all the bad ones ya..i would say 2009 was the most challenging year for me especially before Allysha was borned.

1. rumah my parents kena masuk pencuri while me and my dad je at home at that time (until now i can remember every second of the horrifying moment), 1 week my manager asked me to stay at home with unrecorded leave until i betul2 rasa ok

2. then my dad admitted few times, my atuk pulak sakit teruk-very very critical but he survived and I believe Allah still bagi chance for him to meet with Allysha. again, my manager gave me flexibility to do my work

3. i admitted for one week due to serious viral conjunctivitis and again i dapat cuti free one week plus he asked me to work from home if still tak sihat

so because all these, i tak carik kerja seriously. my sisters always said, i am very lucky and i agree to that. he's the best and i really really like him so much and i do owe him. but middle of this year i'll be a permanent resident of shah alam and i want to find a job that is within shah alam if possible or within damansara is still acceptable. malas nak drive jauh2 dah and nak kerja normal hours macam orang lain juga. frankly i really really feel exhausted.

so, as the conclusion should i stay as my manager loves me so much (perasan) and i know he will really jaga me or should i find another job yang lagi dekat dgn rumah, better pay of course tapi boss macam entah apa2? the answer is, time will tell, :D tapi rasanya i ni mata duitan. if ayah baca ni, sure kena lecture panjang as he loves telling me "money is not everything my dear".

*pics googled*

mahu menyanyi dan menari dengan saya?

i am not a fan of glee but this morning my sister made me watched back to back glee episodes, i was like "ok finelah, tengok je lah" but but but until artie sang this song, i was almost menjerit sebab sebab sebab it's been a while i nak carik this song. the 1st time i came across this song was through this one wedding video by manggis which my sister shared with me. bukan senang i suka lagu bila 1st time dengar tp this song is an exceptional case. ahakkksss!! at least to my ears. and i buat org menyampah the whole day sebab dok menyanyi and menari with this song. i sangat suka glee's version ni! suka suka sgt!



i can't stop smiling today. who wants to sing and dance with me?

"Oh, dancing with myself
Oh, dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
And I'm dancing with myself"
:D

1 May = W-O-R-K?

The answer to the equation above is CORRECT! fullstop

I still remember 6 yrs back, at that time baru lagi kerja and kinda mcm excited lah konon bila tau May 1st is a PH. Padahal bukan apa pon. Yelah kanak2 lagi. :D But to those yg kerja with manufacturing company, sure experience the same thing dgn i, which is May 1st bukan hari stay at home sambil qada tidur tapi hari kena run bermacam reports because it's month end close. d 1st time tu mcm dtg kerja jugak tp separuh hati je, maybe sbb otak dah tepu kena ceramah dgn my dad sbb he didn't understd why one must work on Labor Day. But bila masuk 2nd year, i dah x kisah langsung dah and my dad pon x bising dah. Masa i kerja dgn that company i lagi suka dtg kerja time PH sbb lg heaven. Tenang dan aman je time buat kerja. Yes, bunyi macam org gila kan? But that was me then.

This year, luckily it falls on Saturday! Yippie for me but not to the others ek. Hihi! So, I tak payah kerja and boleh rest kat rumah. Taklah rest pon sbb kena attend wedding but much better as compared to kena kerja kan? So, I boleh reenergize myself for hectic schedules next week. And, for this year, I would like to wish to all my darlings.....

*pic googled*

Selamat Berhujung Minggu :D