i can't stop from kissing you...

i love this budak kecik so so much! ok, it's a known fact. :)
this budak kecik buat my life tidak keruan if tak dapat cium dia satu hari.
this budak kecik sgt adorable and very2 manja.
i would sacrifice anything for this budak kecik.
next week this budak kecik turns 9months old, i can't wait tgk dia membesar dgn comelnya.
mak dee syg kamu ok budak kecik!

*this is "the look" yg always buat i cair*

*her smile is just what i needed when i'm down*

*she's lemas bila i dok cium dia*

*she can't runaway from me, so redha saja*

*finally dapat cium dgn tenang*

that's all i need my dear budak kecik

life without plastic bag...can i?

honestly i just don't care about recycle and reuse. but this morning when my sister ajak pergi giant beli some groceries stuff and saw her brought along the "eco-friendly bag" i ternganga sekejap sebab i know dia pon macam i. heh! suddenly she has changed? after she told me that saturday is actually plastic bag-free day (ada ke such word?) in selangor i was "ohhhhh" and i know immediately i need to get one for my own use juga.

i like hers because its super spacious, sturdy and super super cheap (very important eh?). bila i yang bawak masa jalan2 tadi i rasa macam cool juga bila jalan2 bawak this eco-friendly bag. see, i am easily influenced by my darling sister. so, since she has one, i must have one too.

why i didn't support the "love earth" campaign? the reason is i need those plastic bags from any hypermarket because in the end i'll reuse those as my plastic buang sampah. i always wonder people yang tak pakai plastik tu, bila buang sampah macammana ye, at least your leftovers tu where did u throw them?

but now, i think i want to change and it's about time, if i can't change 100% at least sikit2 pon boleh kan?:)

do you need my service?

oh! what a title ya. :)

it's a long weekend eh? yeay! everybody loves it, of course!

as for me and my family, nothing new as we have the same weekend routine for the past months which is pergi shah alam and settle as many things as possible for my new crib.

it's tiring but it's fun tho seeing the progress. Alhamdulillah, it's almost ready and i'm counting the days to move in. am i excited? yup yup especially, i can't wait to practice my cooking skills. adek, sila bersedia jadik my tester. :)

yesterday i changed my profession - became the cleaning lady. i have to admit i am getting old. i memang dah tak mampu nak basuh the entire rumah because i cepat rasa penat or is it because of my mom's unorganized way of cleaning it. hmmm..probably!

kemas rumah is my passion but i can't perform excellently if there are too many people in the house or someone else is doing it with me. i have my own rules on how to clean it so if tiba2 orang lain dah buat tak ikut my specifications i jadi macam dah tak minat nak buat and end up penat saja tapi results nya nada. hihih!! so, i hate kemas rumah in a group. i suka kemas alone and it's better if i'm alone kat rumah tu, so i can make sure my house mmg tiptop kebersihannya!

my youngest sister knew me so well, so bila my mom ajak me kemas rumah semalam, she knew instantly i akan bersihkan balik rumah tu bila semua orang tak ada. since i was not in the mood kemas with my mom semalam, luckily there was this guy yang offered tolong my mom kemas and in the end he cleaned the entire house. just the basic and i have to do the detailed cleaning.

ok people, hope all of you are having fabulous weekend ya!

putih itu seksi

sejak2 nak pindah rumah ni, google adalah kawan baik i. i sgt suka main google sebab boleh menjamu mata kat situ. i know it may not be materialized but it's no harm berangan kan? i have obsession to dining room decoration though my rumah xde pon ruang for dining room..hihih!! tapi kalau dapat, i tidur kat dining hall tu kot. all these images are googled ok.

i macam minat dgn dning set ni, simple je tapi mcm kat restaurant ek and mcm susah je nak masuk keluar. but for something different, this may be a good choice.

simple and senang nak kemas ni. ada ceiling lamp yang macam tu nampak cantik and kena je kat dining room.

ahhhhhh wahhhh oooo lalalala!!this is my favourite!!the colour combination, the huge decorative mirror kat situ sangat cantek!!gorgeous!!

ni juga suka suka!!white colour dining set yang cantik then ada para kat tepi mcm tu, hmmmm...sgt cantik kan??

suka the kerusi, sangat modern!

most of my choices here are white because me personally think that white is sexy! i've almost asked for a white colour kitchen cabinet tapi bila fikirkan i yang rajin masak nanti (tersedak if my mom baca ni :)) rasanya white won't suit me. so terpaksa opt for a darker colour. oppss, tiba2 i ckp psl kitchen cabinet pula ye.

i am getting old...

no, i'm not in denial. in fact i'm happy each day knowing that i'm getting old as there are so many things i've accomplished and owned which i've never thought i would at this age. million thanks to my parents. love u both!

ok, that's not what i feel like writing today. intro mcm out of topic pula ye.

this has been going on for few months and i think i'm getting worried.my problem is - i have trouble to sleep at nite.

paling awal i boleh masuk tidur is around 2am then bukan terus dapat tidur. try extremely hard nak lelapkan mata but end up berguling2 then tgk2 dah pukul 4am. by right at 5am i dah kena bangun start bekerja but macammana nak bgn kan if at 4am mata still lagi segar.

it's really really bad i know. i think it happened because of my yo-yo working hours. i did asked the doctor and he assured me it's normal and nothing i should worry about.

so bila i malam tak boleh tidur i tend to buat kerja at nite and u boleh agaklah at what time i bangun the next day. very very bad! i hate it actually as it makes my life messy. i am the type of person that lives by the rules. yup, boring but i feel like my life is organized in that way. so, bila macam ni, mmg tak tentu hala jadinya.

if baru2 i kerja kat sini dulu, boleh je i bangun at 5am eventhough i slept at 2am but now ni mmg dah tak mampu. so, i rasa it happened sebab i dah tua. so, bila susah nak tidur ni, maka i'm gaining more weight as a result. ye, i blame my sleepless nites not because of my uncontrallable appetite. heh!

*images googled*

love-hate relationship?

suka kacang tapi tak boleh makan. kesian kan?
yup! i lah org yg patut dikesiankan itu.
selalu menahan diri dari makan any types of kacang and sometimes i succeed tapi most of d time kecundang jua.
am i allergic to nuts?
yes i am!
sebab once i telan je apa2 jenis kacang pon sure bom bom atom mula memekar kat muka i ni..
then i jadi tension and start azam baru - dah x nak makan kacang dah forever. konon saja ye.
mcm ptg tadi contohnya, while tgh amik break from work, i nampak kacang - then tanpa pikir2 terus zasss - telan and zasss - nak menangis bila muka dah start gatal2...

so konklusinya i loveee nuts but i hate it when "they" show up!

do you have a "back up plan"?

stumbled upon this new movie thru blogwalking. normal lah for me, all the new info i gained from blogwalking kan. hahah!! this is fresh for me so i feel like sharing it here.


do u love jennifer lopez? i do! i started suka tgk she acts in "selena". and i am so in love with that movie too. then i suka jugak "wedding planner", "monster-in-law" and "maid in manhattan". those are the movies yang i suka dia berlakon lah..i dah tgk all those for more than once, so that means i mmg suka lah tu.


then bila tau her new movie will be released in malaysia in june. i know i must watch it! adek, sila temankan kt ok!


so here's the trailer from "the back up plan"!

i just can't wait!

i am an irresponsible daughter

definitely not something i am proud of. until today i feel really guilty of what happened last saturday. i don't know what was on my mind at that time or dimanakah mataku when it happened. i was supposed pegang my dad masa berjaan2 tu as his eyesight was blur and i did, i think. then entah macammana, masa nak turun tangga tu my dad jatuh! i repeat my dad jatuh! under my care. can u imagine how i felt? i always kutuk org yg biar je parents diorg yg tua jalan sorg2 and tak dipegang but now it happened to me and worse, my dad jatuh. it was about 5-6 steps jugaklah. after my dad jatuh tu, i mcm tergamam kejap and just stood there doing nothing. i was really bad, really bad, evil daughter! my youngest sister was really angry at me and i didnt argue as it was my fault, i know. then now my dad punya pinggang sakit sikit, then kaki dia pon mcm tu, lagilah bertambah2 rasa guilty. dah banyak kali i kata "sorry ayah" but i know its not enough and there's no way i can turn back the time.

moral of the story; i'll be extra careful next time and pay attention to him whenever i'm with him.

get well soon little princess...

my darling allysha is not feeling well. when the doctor asked "hmmm, ada sesiapa yang x sihat ke kat rumah? mesti berjangkit ni.." terus i rasa guilty pulak.. during the weekend i had very bad flu, so she must have gotten it from me. pity my darling, sorry ye sayang.. i've tried not to kiss and hug her but she gave me "that look" like "mak d, come mak d, hug and kiss me..come" which was so irresistible.

walaupun x sihat, still lagi sgt aktif, segala benda nak buat....

*bermanja2 dgn wan yg br balik*

*sgt challenging nak ambik gambar dia now ni..so excuse lah ye gambar yg x brp sharp nih*


to mummy and daddy, don't worry ok as allysha is in good hands - her wan ibu!
hehehhe!!

everytime we went to SA, this place is a must visit

hahahahah!!i gelakkan diri sendiri masa i google tadi. i wanted to blog about this shop a while a go sebab me and my family wajib datang sini if nak carik fruits stock. the best we can find so far and varieties jugak.

i suka sangat sangat sangat makan buah -buahan. be it local fruits or imported, i love both! and i just found out they have delivery service as well.


it's very simple; log in to http://www.mbg.com.my/ - choose your favourite fruits - and it will be delivered to you. i havent try this service but i will definitely consider it once i move in to shah alam.

so, if nak carik frest fruits yang best, marilah kita ke any MBG outlets ok. me and my mom mmg recommend this place. bestnya if we can get discounts by making this free advertisement. hahah!!


oh ya! i rasa boleh juga pakai delivery service tu if nak kasik hadiah kat orang secara mengejut. sila buat surprise kat i selalu thru MBG delivery service ye. hihih!!


and yang i gelakkan diri sendiri tu sebab i baru je found out MBG tu stands for "money back guarantee". sure kena kutuk dgn my sisters nanti......

the story reminds me of you!

this is actually the continuation from my previous post. i feel like i should blog about it separately. :)

while watching the 3 idiots, it reminds me of a person who i called my very bestfriend. i never blogged about her before and i think it's the perfect time. in 3 idiots it shows how rancho helped his friends to succeed in life by making the right decisions, always there to support his friends without any obligations. rancho is exactly like this lovely person i've known for years - my very bestfriend!

unlike other people, their bestfriend is someone they have known since they were kids, or probably from primary school, or secondary or from the university. but as for me i found my bestfriend when i was working in ONSemi. before i found her, my definition of a bestfriend would be ; we must call each other at least once a day, we must meet up at least once a week, we should not say things that hurt each other's feelings and bla bla bla.. sounds very childish rite? but after i met her, my definition of a bestfriend has totally changed.

we met back in 2004 and our 1st conversation was about tv shows..hahahh!!! i am a tv junkie so to meet someone who has the same interests must gave you one kind of excitement rite? we talked about it during lunch hour and from that moment i know instantly that we can click very very well. and we did! she's not only a bestfriend i have imagined but she's also a sister and a mentor to me. u see, i was just graduated and excel, analysis, reporting are like aliens to me. she taught me everything! and from time to time i became an expert and all that because of her patience and help. we spent most of our time together in the office. yelah kan, same team, and balik pon average at 8pm, so u do the maths, most of my time was in the office but since she was there, i was not bored at all.

after almost 3 years, i worked there i got better offer and she encouraged me to accept the offer as she said, it may a good opportunity for me to grow. i was afraid at 1st because i didnt want to lose good friend like her because knowing myself, if i am out from a place i would try to be disappeared. but Alhamdulillah, after 3 years i left the company our friendship grew stronger each day and it's all because of her.

we do not call everyday, but both of us know we do care about each other

we do not meet up every week, but once a while when we do, we can spend hoursssss updating about each other's life...

we always asked for each other's opinions whenever we have any problems

the best thing is my bday is on Feb 13th and hers in on Feb 14th! :)

before i met her, i don't have a friend who i would tell everything about myself but everything's changed after Allah temukan i dengan orang yang sebaik dia. i rasa bersyukur sangat2 and i only hope our friendship will remains eternity sebab i believe only a sincere friendship can last that long.

terima kasih kak umi zainal akmal!

thanks for the present, adek!

*a happy mak dora*

i did my entry on this before as i was desperately wanted to watch this movie here few weeks ago. and never gave up went to any speedy just in case this movie dah released. on saturday tu, when we arrived my sister's house from subang parade, adek i yang sorang tu kata she got a surprise for me. bila i tgk je plastik tu, terus i melompat2 macam org gila! finally i dpt jugak my movie idaman.

on sunday morning, pagi2 lagi i terus tgk movie ni and it was so superbbbbbbbbb!!! i loved it!! maybe sejak i dah tua ni, cerita2 romance yang dok menari2 tu, i x fancy dah..i prefer cerita2 yang macam ni, ada so much moral values. i would recommend all of u to watch it. ada part klakar, sedih (i almost cried tapi control), sikit je part cinta2 ni, and mostly yang buat i sedih sgt is the friendship part. tak banyak sgt lagu, mmg surprise and overall i mmg bagi 100 stars!! totally different from other hindi movies yg i dah tgk. i can't compare with "my name is khan" as i haven't watch it. so my next aim is that movie! adek, sila surprisekan kt lagi ye! :)

i love love love this cerita. fullstop!

sometimes i am known as mak dora...

sure most of u kenal dengan si comel dora the explorer especially those who have kids rite? frankly i tak tau sgt pasal kartun yang ni until one day my cousin panggil my slingbag as bag dora the explorer. dia kata, macam2 benda ada dalam my bag. of courselah kan, i yang spent most of the time with allysha, so it is expected to see diapers, wipes, tissue papers and sometimes botol susu lah dalam bag tu. but from that day onwards nama tu macam dah melekat kat i. so now my sisters and cousins memang selalulah panggil i dengan nama "mak dora". at 1st memang menyampah lah jugak tapi dah lama2 redha je lah.. and they said me and the dora have so much in common ie muka bulat2 sama, rambut kembang2 sama, and definitely bag yg ada almost everything..hahahha!!!

and yesterday my sister bought that balloon for allysha and surprisingly she loved it! maybe that balloon reminds her of me, her mak dora!

tapi bila malam2 sorang2 je kat living room ni dgn balloon ni melayang2 ermmm... macam agak scary juga ye.. :)

i, personally think it's brilliant!

first: search for your favourite recipe probably from this amazing website

second: write it nicely on a piece of handmade beautiful card or u may just buy the readymade card

third: go to any groceries shop and buy all the ingredients from the recipe

fourth: put all the ingredients in a reusable shopping bag and decorate with a ribbon ke or anything lah

fifth: don't forget to put the card inside the bag or just paste it outside. depends on your creativity ok...

finally: now u are ready with your extraordinary housewarming gift. :)

i came across this idea masa tgh blogwalking semalam but i really can’t remember from which blog. if any of u tau who wrote this let me know ok so i can give credit to that person. to me the idea is so awesome! bravo!

why i love this idea? The reason is because I selalu stress if ada invitation for housewarming as I have no clue what should I bring nak bagi tuan rumah. I mmg fail bab2 nak bagi present ni. That’s why I will always ask the tuan rumah what do they want . Senang kan macam tu; pergi kedai – beli – wrap – hand over to the lovely tuan rumah. Tak payah stress2..heheheh!!! But now, worry no more after I found this brilliant genius idea. I can “tiru bulat2” this idea if I can’t think of any. So, be prepared lah ye to those yang nak invite I for housewarming, I may bring this specially for you.

suka ke tak suka? agak2 if bg this as a wedding present orang marah ke??hahahah!!!

*pic google*

saya tengah berjalan jalan cari.....

yeay!it's weekend!....

i love weekend sebab i have plenty of time to do my "own thing"!

why?

one of my favourites is blogwalking!

that's the time where i will spend hours on my lappy visiting as many blogs as possible. is it weird if i don't like to read newspaper but i boleh tahan for hoursssssss baca cerita2 menarik di blog anda. hmmmmpppphhh teruk ke i ni? sometimes most of the news i tau kewujudannya is from your writings ya..so, thanks ye to all of u yang rajin update pasal current issues. banyak info i gained from your blog. i suka i suka!

so, oklah gorgeous people.....i nak continue blogwalking ok...

have a great weekend people!

*pic google*

i need a new pair of....

IPANEMA! i heart ipanema. 1st of all, it's cheap!cheap!cheap! actually that's the main reason i never change to other brands..haha!!kedekut i know...then mmg tahan lama. the pair that i own now has been with me since last year. so those who knew my chemistry with sandals/shoes, mmg jangkahayat sepasang kasut itu sangat singkat especially if i wear them regularly. moreover ipanema yang i pakai everyday!

my current ipanema dah sangat uzur keadaannya and few times i'd almost fell down sebab tapaknya sudah haus. so i really need a new pair of sandals. been thinking to get myself a pair of crocs but everytime i went there and tried to model it on my perfect feet, it's just don't look good. the worst is i look fat in crocs. really! bad chemistry i guess...heheheh!yeah, blame on the shoes not my feet.

so this coming weekend, adekku sayang let's go hunting for this cheap pair of ipanema mahu? i know u need a new pair as well! ;)

am i a good cook?

hmmmm....i don't think so...or maybe i have that bakat terpendam..hahaha!!

last year when i rented an apartment with my sister i was very excited tried out all kinds of recipes but mostly malay cuisines and surprisingly they turned out good. maybe not as delicious as my mom's but for a beginner like me (chewah!) i am proud of myself. hahah!! the best part was during ramadhan, as i was very excited to list down what should i cook for the next day. in some days i even prepared desserts..wooohohohoh!!! yeah, that was then...

and now, in less than a month i'll be staying in my own house, again i am all excited to try out new recipes but this time i want to master in western pulokk! but i have this issues with people rasa the food yang i masak except for my youngest sister. maybe low self esteem kot..hihih!!

this is actually one of the reasons why i am so excited to move in to my own house. i can cook in my own kitchen in my own way.. and AFC is going to be my favourite channel. i'm sure each of us has our favourite chef rite. as for me i love chef michael smith's style. nampak sangat simple, cepat and macam main campak2 saja and of course nampak sgt yummeh!! wait till i try out his recipes.

so, before i move in, i want to make a list which one should i try out 1st as my 1st dish.

:)

in less than two months....

.......i'm counting the days.....

.......i just can't wait......

.......after almost 6 years, it is the day i've been waiting for so long......

.......million thanks to "YOU".....

.....i am just lucky.....

.......i just hope everything goes well as we planned......

.....InsyaAllah.....

:)

this is just between u and me....

Alhamdulillah! My mom enjoyed the subway sandwich and she assured me that she would definitely dine here again. Yeay! It’s really difficult to please my mom ok.. She’s very fussy! So, bila once a while tempat makan yg we all suggest dia suka, kira kami hebat lah kiranya…hihih!!

We left Masalam in hurry jugak as we had appointment with our contractor to meet up at my house. And after couple of hours discussed few stuff, then suddenly we realized my mom’s purse macam “missing”. My mom was extremely panicked and muka memang dah pucat sesangat dah and so was I actually… My BIL asked his wife to teman me pergi balik ke subway masalam utk tracked balik where is the missing purse. Otw tu, segala macam doa I baca sebab dalam kepala I terbayang muka my dad je..hahahah!!!

And…….my mom was so super lucky!!Alhamdulillah!! The Manager found my mom’s purse and simpankan for us. Alhamdulillah! Memang my mom non stop recite Alhamdulillah sbb mmg she some sort like dah redha if purse tu dah hilang…

So itulah cerita menarik kami pada ptg tadi and will remain as our “little” secret which will never be revealed to my dad…

SHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!!!! :)

a little note to someone..u know who u are :)

memandangkan "dia" tanya i nak apa "on the wedding day" as it is a "MUST" so i bercadang mahukan either one of these. i repeat, ONE of these saja ye...bukannya ALL. :) ye, baiknya i kan tak mintak yang extravanganza sbb i tak suka menyusahkan hati "dia". lagipun i sayangkan "dia" so of course i nak senangkan kerja dia with a very low budget in mind. if "dia" baca ni, again i repeat, sebab i sayangkan "dia" that's why i tak ask for stuff yang mengarut2. actually i told my mom, i taknak apa2 but since it is a "MUST" so my mom kata satu benda pun dah enough. if nak banyak, sila beli sendiri..hihih!!

jadi "dia" boleh choose here ya..i know you will choose the cheapest but i don't mind my dear. ok, here are my requests ok darling:

oversized watch as the one yang my dad bagi still in police custody..i NEED this!

sunglasses juga boleh ye...sejak2 sakit mata rasa macam suka sangat pulak pakai sunglasses ni..

my all time favourite perfume...i NEED this as well as pls belikan yang besar skali ok!

as i told u earlier my darling, if bagi bracelet pon ok juga..hahhahahaar!! all images google saja ye..

buai tinggi tinggi sampai pokok sena....

how i wish i would have a bigger compound where i can put my dream swing. adek, if you are reading this, pls consider to put it in your lawn. hihih!! i sangat sukakan swing sbb bila berbuai tu rasa macam aman sangat and hilang segala problem yg tengah semak kat otak i ni. i googled and i found these. ni berangan saja ye sbb mmg confirmed dibebel oleh emak if i suggest to her to have this swing at my house..hihi!! last 2 yrs when my ex-boss had makan-makan at his house he had almost the same type of swing at his compund and all of us macam budak2 main tak ingat dunia. but it's ok x dapat letak kat rumah sbb playground yang dekat dengan my house tu pon dah cukup best dah i rasa. ptg2 boleh bawak allysha play kat sini. heaven!

seronok sangat kan, if ada swing yg mcm ni kat our compound. during weekend boleh picnic kat belakang rumah je. hmmmm....

or perhaps letak swing ini kat balcony rumah, ermmm heaven juga..seronoknya berangan kan? :)

tapi bersyukur sajalah dengan 4 swings yang ade di playground rumah saya ini. tapi kenapalah letak 4 saja, mmg confirmed i takkan dpt main...sob sob sob!!

best betul playground ini...i'm sure i'll spend my time with allysha kat sini nanti..

Allysha suka sgt dgn swing ni sampai nak tertidur dia...alalalal comelnya Allysha Mak Ngah ni...

back to reality, main swing di playground rumah i sajalah nampaknya...hihi!!

it feels great when people around me are happy

my mom always reminds me to visit my grandparents and make them happy whenever we have the time as we do not know how long they will be with us. i can’t hold my tears everytime my mom told me so. she said, even a simple conversation thru phone call could put a smile on their faces. yeah, I am very grateful to Allah SWT as I still have the chance to be with them and to be pampered by them. Alhamdulillah, bersyukur sangat2 both of them still sihat meaning sakit2 tua tu biasalah tapi bukanlah yang serius. my Abah (I called my atuk as Abah) had a very serious asthma attacked last year and Alhamdulillah after being cured, he’s still alive until today. terlalu bersyukur sangat rasanya bila Allah masih lagi bagi peluang yang mcm ni. i still remember me and my sister took leave for almost a week temankan him in the hospital and every night we couldn’t sleep takut if “something” happened. me and my sisters are very close to my grandparents as we grew up in kampong and being the eldest grandchildren made us the special ones in their heart.

it's been a while all of us had the chance to gather the whole family including my grandparents. so my eldest sis suggested we spend the whole weekend in our kampong plus my abah and wah dah miss sangat kat si kecik itu. and our main agenda during the weekend were:

merasmikan 8mths bday present from Allysha's Atuk and Wan. the giant portable swimming pool. everyone enjoys main air and the balls in the pool.

celebrating my eldest sis's 30th belated birthday...

we had a blast mainly because the food yang my Wah prepared memang simply superb! like my BIL said, "naik 3kg duduk sini 2 hari je sebab yang Wah masak semuanya sedap sangat"...hihihi!!

connected....google....and i found you!

i googled and i found this.

simple and senang nak kemas.

oh ya, modern juga.

ada banyak yang i jumpa masa google2 but ini juga yang buat hati i kata

"i want you!"

i'm referring to the tv cabinet/ tv stand if you're wondering what i'm talking about

ok, enoughlah with my berangan for tonite ye. back to work!